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The misadventures and musings of Cecil Boze, A.K.A CaptnGutz, on life, love, the universe and everything

"Everything in excess! To enjoy the flavor of life take big bites. Moderation is for monks."..........R. A. Heinlein

"Faithfulness and truth are the most sacred excellences and endowments of the human mind.".......Cicero


"You can't be wise and in love at the same time."......Bob Dylan

The Man, The Myth, The Legend
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COOKING WITH GUTZ
In the kitchen with the Captain

Since I Had My Last Cigarette

Thursday, August 17, 2006

"..........when skies are grey."

Twenty four years ago, give or take a few hours, I understood how two completely unique and separate things could occupy the same space.

The Physics of the heart.

Casey's death empties me like a husk...........My Daughter fills me entirely.

The Physics of the heart.

My Daughter's birthday was Tuesday, August 15th. I made her a pumpkin pie. (She doesn't like cake.) I remember the first time I saw her as though it were happening in the here and now.I can feel how full to bursting my heart became at that moment, how fiercely certain I was that I wanted no other thing in life but to be her Daddy. No less so than I was Casey's Daddy.

The Physics of the heart.

I wrote on her card............"I love you so much."
Infinity packed in a tiny sentence..........
E=MCsquared indeed.

The Physics of the heart.

"You'll never know, Dear,
How much I love you....."

The Heisenberg principle of the heart.

Happy Birthday Cassie......

With all my heart....

Daddy

Thus endeth the entry.........

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anonymous no more, did you get my e-mail Captain?

11:04 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sorry I'm never home to catch your calls! Now that school has started and what with falling in love and all, it seems like I'm never here. But my thoughts are still with you.

11:06 PM  

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